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My Story...It all Started When the Orphan Train Came from New York Foundling Home to Subiaco Abby - April 8, 1911... One evening this summer deep "in the throes" of my Burnout/Depression, A blank Google page was open, so I typed “GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!!" I hit the enter key & as soon as I did... THE PHONE RANG ~ It was a nun - Working with Bridges...(The Ignatian Spiritual Exercises) I had attended an introductory session in the last year, but the timing was not right. It may have been 'happenstance' that she followed up at that moment ~ but I am so grateful that she called! Faith Bio of H.T. Wagner Hinkle for Bridges...2006 Psalm 139 Search me O God, and know my thoughts Test me and know my anxious thoughts 1947-1965—Spiritual base: Fraternal parents were immigrants (brave pioneers!) from Slovenia at the turn-of-the-century. They were 'transplanted' in Subiaco Arkansas, a German community established around a Benedictine Abby-complete with chanting monks & vespers. My 'highly scheduled, Slovenian father HAD to be 'on time' for Mass. His idea of 'on time' was 45 minutes early. Time will be filled ~ I was held captive by the weekly Mass sounds of the Benedictine monks chanting... They were haunting to hear & even now, Hearing the Gregorian Chant - always brings me home to Subiaco... My mother was an orphan on one of the Orphan Trains from New York on April 8, 1911. She was adopted by a large German Catholic family in Subiaco. She was devoted to Mary and the Sacred Heart & Consecrating her family (before she had a family) in 1938 - Which lead her to Henry's Tavern & eventually to marry Henry Wagner in 1939... They lived on a 7-acre sustainable farm, near the Subiaco Abby... In 1953 we moved to Little Rock. They raised 4 children and we were determined to a 'higher' education ~ We all attended parochial schools through High School. In grade school, I was always drawn to spirituality at age 8 ~ I had a 'knowing' inside &assumed that I would likely become a nun someday. I 'broke rank' in private education & attended a state school for college. My father insisted that I become a nurse (pre-med was my major), but I chose to marry & we moved to Columbia Missouri for graduate school ~ Then Moving to Westminster College, Fulton, MO (10 years) I received my BS in Education and taught at St. Peter’s elementary school~ So I could have the summers off with the children. Unfortunately, teaching was not an enriching experience. I never really wanted to teach... but did so to be with the children all year round... This is when I started to use and read the Good News Bible ~ Always retaining my interest in science, growing plants & cats! Our children were born:-1969 & 1971... In the mid 70’ we bought a True Value Hardware and operated it to mid-’80s Economic conditions turned down ~ Callaway Nuclear canceled the 2nd unit and a regional mall was built in Columbia only 25 miles away. These events. removed our business base for the Christmas and the Spring seasons. With 2 children (about to start college) and $250K in debt, We closed the store & moved to St Louis - Both of us - started over with 100% commission positions. It did not seem a loss. Nor did it make me anxious ~ Only quiet confidence ~ Trusting "Praying Through our Sorrows" - Likely 'encoded in my DNA' as 'those who went before me'. Pioneers from Europe, starting over & surviving World Wars, Depression - Using The Abby sounds to find their Center - That is all I knew... Things seemed to fall in place. Then, as before, I felt closely connected to God. In ten years we had paid for 2 college educations, paid the debt on the store. From 1987 to 2000 I was an Information Systems Recruiter (Head Hunter). My recruiting business developed into a 2 million dollar business after 13 years with a team of 5 to 8 recruiters ~ When I left, they gave me a gold St. Joseph’s medal, knowing my devotion to him. In 1995, we moved to Ladue & remodeled the large basement to an apartment & shop for my father & Mother relocating them from Little Rock - to live with us ~ This was one of the happiest times of my life. Camelot! Knowing that they were safe and being allowed to care for them. My parent’s Rosary reverberated through the floor (as we watched TV above). This is when I began to pray the rosary in my commute. I asked my father, Henry, to make a finger rosary out of some of the wood from his shop...The Rosary saw us through ~ always! My father died in 1998 & our mother moved to Tulsa to live with my sister. I was at the top 13-year of a High Functioning Project Manager of 5-8 recruiters, 'comradery & synergy' When the 'KNOWING INSIDE' signaled that it was time to make a change... in 1999. This is when I first started to look around and say 'God, where are you??' I was LED to move out of our home in Ladue & was recruited by STARTUP Company for as Director of Recruiting ~ but this only made things worse. The job was Director of Recruiting for a "start-up" company that was developing an electronic platform for the mortgage industry... which had a "downturn" in 2003... In 2002, I read Psalms a lot, particularly in the middle of the night when I could not sleep. My sister and her husband were struggling after our Mother died in 2001 ~ In April 2005, my husband’s team left to open office for a competitor, ** The next week his father suddenly died from an aneurysm ~ ** The next week my company sold and they wanted me to travel to Cleveland to spearhead hiring 300 people ~ ** The next week my daughter had a miscarriage... ** The next week my cousin’s house burned... All of this was on top of me being totally burned out ~ working 12 hour days for the previous year. 2005-2006 were particularly difficult years. I retired - BURNED-OUT... This began my Journey into DARKNESS - & began my experience into THE 'DARK-SIDE' OF WESTERN MEDICINE (PHARMA) combined with a stressful job (Cortisol) & the REVENGES OF THE SAD (DEAD) AMERICAN DIET ~ TOO MUCH GMO & CAFO 'ALTERED'ANIMAL PROTEIN (MUSCLE MEAT), TOO LITTLE PLANT PROTEIN ~ MIA ~ DUE TO OVE-MILLING OVER-HEATING (Pasteurization & Roasting of raw Nuts, seeds) & GMO grains - (Magnifying the Glutens & Lectins as well as the grain itself. AND THE MOST DAMAGING... POSSIBLE CONTRIVANCES OF THE MEAT & DAIRY CARTEL??? Western Medical 'professionals' Did NOT take INTO ACCOUNT-THE 'GIFT' OF MY INHERITED DNA! THE PERFECT STORM TO CAUSE 'COGNITIVE BURNOUT!' I spent many hours reading scriptures, particularly the Prophets. Also, participated in 2 year-long Bible studies of Genesis and Romans, Revelations~ After 17 years, Slow recover my spirit and my cognitive skills. Now years of Research of the Dangers of Industrial Farm Methods, Starting a business to help create awareness of GMO, Over-Milling grains, Heat-Altering &EXCESS of them all... Through these years I would characterize my spiritual journey as by-the-book Catholic. To this day, I cannot remember missing Sunday Mass ever ~ prayers before meals & maybe a few brief night prayers. I now go to confession ~ usually on First Saturday~ I often longed to find a spiritual community that my family experienced at Holy Souls. We came close at St. Peter’s, in Fulton, but can’t seem to find in St. Louis. I pray the Rosary and The Divine Chapel daily and I have read Henri Nowen, Tom Merton, St Theresa of Avila. The Fatima Garden at the Carmelite Monastery is my Joy & my responsibility to Plant, weed & water... I still feel like I am chasing after God. AFTER LOOSING 2 VERY CLOSE SINGLE (FROM DIVORCE) NEPHEWS - RELYING ON TAINTED CAFO-GMO INDUSTRIAL MEAT & 'MOLD-LIKE' MODERN DAIRY... My cognitive mind was slowly burned out With NO NEW SUPPLIES OF (UNALTERED), PLANT PROTEIN & FISH TO MAINTAIN & RESTORE IT. HE (some say God) fed the 'multitudes' with Barley Loaves & Fishes ~ (Not Altered GMO - Just natural Ancient grains (plant protein) & Seafood (both oil & protein) Why I do this - The story of Billy ~ The End to Senseless Loss of Lives - END to GMO & SAVE US ALL & Donuts & Return to Sanity! THE WALL TO BE TAKEN DOWN-GMO https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/end-senseless-loss-lives-gmo-dee-hinkle/ 'Tell me what you eat and I will tell you what you are' ~ Anthelme Brillat-Savarin wrote, in Physiologie du Gout, ou Meditations de Gastronomie Transcendante, 1826: "Dis-moi ce que tu manges, je te dirai ce que tu es." 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Kamikaze? Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn Publish date January 15, 2019 MODERN Pizza - Mussolini’s Revenge-Reversing Louis Pasteur & Julia Childs & Converting Betty Crocker-From DEAD-Back to LIVE Beneficial Bacteria Foods Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn Publish date January 13, 2019 We are what we believe we are. C. S. Lewis Prayer of St Catherine… Eternal God,.. I pray to You for all these You have given to me to love… With a special love & with special concerns… Let them be illuminated with Your Light… Let all imperfections be taken from them... So that in Truth, they may work in Your Garden Where You have assigned them… Inspire & motivate me to do the things I need to do today … I am so hopeful & need to take Your loving inspiration with me. Amen. 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